Finishing

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This is a ’sample’ of how the home work space can look by the end of the year (never mind that my entire place looks like this right now) — representing hours of research, reading, thinking & writing, self-discovery, defining areas of interest in the field, and discussions in and out of class.

When the finals are over, the last paper is handed in, and we say our final goodbyes at our field placements, whether a student has just finished her first year or his third year — graduating or not — the sense of accomplishment is heady (enhanced by hard-working brain cells that just want a small break!).

A momentous time of culmination is now in progress!!

The ‘full-timers’ that we part-timers started this program with two years ago, are now graduating and although we’re really going to miss them next year, we’re also very excited for them. They also serve to remind us that we will be in the same position next year!!

Some of our two-year colleagues have been employed all along and will continue in their jobs ‘atleast for a while’. Although, now having earned an MSS or MLSP, virtually everyone has intentions of moving into job roles that really interest them and better suit their new levels of expertise.

For the graduates, part-time or full, they are deciding ‘which offer to accept.’ Bryn Mawr School of Social Work graduates may have challenges, just like every other job-seeker, however our issues are more about deciding among offers, rather than attaining them.

 Summer is next, when we will have, well, in the case of students taking summer courses, atleast a short breather and time to make the pile of notes and articles above look more like this (the lower shelf is Year #1 = 8 classes):

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Stay tuned for summer happenings — classes in session, work and internship experiences, and profiles of our fellow students.

With these and continuing election activities, the summer promises to be interesting!!

Best as always,

Amy

P.S. Please feel free to post comments or sent requests regarding features you’d like to see!

Bursting forth

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For those of you in colder or simply different climes, toward the end of last week we had 3 days in a row, here in Philly, that were above 70 degrees. The effect this had on our local vegetation is that all the first flowering shrubs and trees–magnolia, forsythia, jonquils and tulips, hyacinth–literally “exploded” into floating clouds and weeping tendrils of pinks, whites, and yellows, deep purples, fresh reds that we have not seen since last summer.

The warm fragrant breezes pulled dog-walkers, brisk and leisurely walkers, instant joggers, bikers, skater-boarders and small children on scooters out onto roads and sidewalks where the cafe tables that had been inside all winter were suddenly back outside and full of afternoon coffee drinkers in Bryn Mawr and after-dark diners up and down Main Street in Manyunk.

Around school, besides the work that has been bursing forth all around us as the semester progresses, a wealth of interesting and valuable activies has appeared: professional talks on subject relevant to our professional training, movies, readings brought to campus by Bryn Mawr’s writer’s program, a lunchtime chat with one of our own professors, Gestalt trainings on Saturdays.

This is also the time of year when those in their final year are searching for jobs, getting ready to graduate and leave the program, mid-program students are finalizing arrangements for next year’s second Field Placement,  and first-year part-timers are finding their first Field Placement.

Meanwhile, others are just receiving notice of their acceptance to the program and beginning to make living and working arrangements to accomodate this new focus for their lives.

And some are just deciding to apply!

Although I’m not exactly certain why spring is always so exciting to me and so many others I know–beyond the obvious relief she brings from the dark, cold winter–perhaps it is partly that we need new beginnings in our lives to move us along in our constant spiral of ’becoming’.

And also, undoubtedly, because it’s time once again to pull that favorite pair of flip flops out from the back of the closet, unpack those T-shirts and await the full onslaught of Philly-style summer in the city!

Back to reading, research, and paper-writing,

your own student blogger,

Amy

A Salon of Our Own

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sketch by Diane Gibfried

On the last Wednesday in March, after a long day of classes, a group of artists gathered to display and perform their work–and commune with each other. This was our first Art Evening (click here to read Bryn Mawr’s article). Our front lobby became, for the evening, a creative salon where a group of social work students revealed the time, skill, and focus we have beyond the heady discussions and focussed paper-writing where we most often see each other engaged.

In the true style of events d’art, anyone on-campus at that hour and hip to art and mingling, stopped by for a glass of wine and hor d’oeuves to see and be seen, gaze and exclaim, relax and chat. An evening of magic, some said. “I hope this happens every year,” was heard more than once. As an artist who reveled in the company of like-spirited souls that evening, I thought that perhaps monthly would be a better timeframe!

So what kind of art do social workers do? I suppose this is not easily categorized, however there were themes: sketches and photos of elderly friends, photos of life on the Galapagos Islands, photo portraits of people in Costa Rica, Ghana, Mexico, and the Ukraine taken while doing volunteer work in those countries, a poem about a man with chronic mental illness (the artist’s client), paintings of home in the mid-west, and music played on a didgeridoo–an Australian instrument with a powerful presence!–and accompanied by drums made in Ghana. I think the didgeridoo was the star of the evening, frankly, adding a mesmerizing drone and rhythm to the browsing and murmuring chatter.

Of course, the talk turned to social work as the evening progressed and we each said a bit about our work. Having dual passions is not easy! To love art and social work we have a challenge choosing how to spend our time. What we discovered, however, is how our social work feeds our art and how doing art renews us for helping others once again.

It’s a good way to live! In the meantime, I’m counting the time until our next soiree!

Ciao!

Amy

Spring Break Cafe Reverie

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Tuning in today from a favorite cafe in Chestnut Hill, courtesy of our recent Spring Break.

Classes are back in session after last week’s ‘break’. Most students use ‘Break Week’ to catch up on reading and writing, their families, partners, kids — and a few even find time to travel, even to some place warm.

I remember last year’s Spring Break. Myself and everyone I knew were deep in paper-writing.

However, with much of the ‘academics’ behind me at this point, this year I decided to put in extra time at my field placement, read my own choices in print and on-line, do some blogging, and make arrangements for my field placement for next year. I also spent some extra time following my growing obsession with politics: catching up on the blogs and even attending an appearance of my chosen candidate! (It IS March in Philadelphia during the Primaries, after all, the one in PA being April 22nd.)

Towards the end of the week, I also experienced a local crisis – heat and hot water ceased to work in my apartment building in ’slightly east Mt. Airy’ — leaving the 50+ people in our building without our ‘basic needs’ for over a week.

They just got the boiler fixed today (Day 9) and what is interesting to me, now, about this event — and why I mention it here  – is that, as social workers in training, we continue to notice that nothing is simply ‘personal’ to us anymore. There seems to be this constant inner and outer dialogue about the ‘Social Work perspective.’

The real estate company that owns our building seemed to take its time getting our heat fixed and people here suffered unnecessarily because of this.

In response to the crisis, some of us ‘abandoned ship’ immediately. Some couples with children stayed and had to keep their little ones bundled up constantly. People with health issues and some of my elderly neighbors with mobility problems suffered even more. The most vulnerable members of our building suffered the most, AND had no where else to go.

It was as if my fellow tenants represented a microcosm of  society, except that people watched out for each other more, I think, as neighbors often do. The incident served to make some of us more aware and we are organizing to claim our tenant rights, specifically regarding finances.

Perhaps already possessing such tendencies, in this program we become more and more aware of injustice, power and powerlessness, agency, and suffering in its many guises. We become aware of how things can be different, better, more inclusive, more supportive, more considerate — of what needs to change.

We scan alternative news sources to monitor what is going on in society. We discuss what our children are learning in school and what we would like them to learn. We organize with fellow tenants, attend town meetings, and study political candidates in-depth before deciding for whom we will vote. As clinicians, we take into account the person-in-environment instead of pathologizing, as managers we do not dictate but instead share authority, as policy-makers we consider the greater good.

Back in classes this week, it was great to see everyone and be back at our studies.

Next week is our first Student Art Show. I’ll tell you all about it so stay tuned.

Best,

Amy

Death Penalty questions

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*Death Row, Eastern State Penitentiary, Philadelphia, PA

One constant source of inspiration regarding our profession of social work is, of course, our fellow student colleagues. Some students begin the program with a passion to help but with little experience in the field, while others ‘professionalize’ as they continue to participate in causes they have promoted for a long time.

One ‘final year’ student has been working on the issue of ending the Death Penalty for 10 years. This past Wednesday, he scheduled two interesting speakers to present their views on the Death Penalty for students during our lunch break. Attendance was good.

 Students, staff and faculty were held spellbound, and this is not hyperbole, for most of the hour.

First, a woman who happened to be a trained social worker spoke on her process of recovery following the assault and murder of her 23-year-old daughter, who was a graduate student at UPENN’s Wharton School of Business. She explained how her profession had helped her understand, in depth, what had happened. As the result of much soul-searching, she and her husband choose to request that their daughter’s murderer not be given the death penalty for his crime–he is serving a life sentence at their request. They had met and spoken with the man’s family, with other families who had been victims of similar crimes, and had concluded that the man’s life had been very troubled — that one murder did not justify another.

There were tears in the room.

There are few professions, I think, which enrich one’s personal process to the extent that social work had supported and informed this courageous family.

The second speaker was a man who had spent eight years on death row for a crime that he did not commit. His story was also heart-wrenching–a tale of courage. He was fortunate to be one of the now over 100 wrongly-accused ex-convicts who were released as a result of DNA testing. He posed the important question of how wrongful incarceration can be corrected if the death penalty continues to take lives, possibly innocent ones.

Yes, this was an intense lunch break. Sometimes we just sit around and chat, or study. Sometimes we go out on short errands, shopping, or over to the library.

But when issues like this ‘come knocking’, we make the choice to learn more — which is the very reason we’re here. Yes, even how my student colleagues choose to spend their lunch breaks is an inspiration to me.

 Best,

Amy

Snow Day

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Last Friday, my regular Field Placement day, it snowed here in Philly.  Having lived my entire adult life (so far) in Massachusetts until I moved here to attend Bryn Mawr, I am still not accustomed to how–what I consider to be a ‘minor snow’, for example, six inches or less–can effectively disable an entire metropolitan area.

Thus, I was up at 5:30, out the door by 7 and after a harrowing drive on unplowed roads, arrived at the Community Mental Health Center a bit late.

However, it was closed. (I later found out that my supervisor should have called me but she was ill that day.)

On the still-mostly-unplowed drive back home, I had more time to consider what I had just done–and why. Frankly, as my wheels were half-spinning up a steep slope in Chestnut Hill as our entire line of cars was perilously close to becoming stuck ‘en masse’, I wondered why this apparent attack of ‘poor judgement’ was happening to me.

Back in Boston, I may even have taken the day off (despite their excellence in the art of plowing) from a job where I was actually getting paid. Yet, here I was, at an internship risking life and limb to participate free-for-them in learning to lead group therapy for clients in a Community Mental Health Intensive Outpatient Unit.

Well, I think the deciding factor here is that I love my placement–the careful mentoring, getting to know and help clients, learning the subtle skills of leading groups. I’m here and not there, in a major Boston Hospital Informations Systems department, anymore for a reason. At twice my old income, I would still chose to be here, now, doing this program.

Earning this MSS here at Bryn Mawr is an investment in my future greater happiness, personal growth and professional satisfaction and all of these elements are already changing for me.

However, next snow day, I may stay home.

Enjoy,

Amy

The Reading

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“What about the reading?” prospective students ask. It’s true, we have many reading assignments in the course of our studies, in fact I’m taking a break from reading to write this. I was reading an article for Direct Practice about issues involved in working therapeutically with clients who have experienced trauma.

Among articles and books that cover psychological and developmental theory, ethnographic studies, American and European social policy, cultural studies, social theory, research on various aspects of specific populations, therapeutic techniques, agency management, family systems and much more - there’s quite an accumulation. Yet still just a fraction of what’s out there that’s important to know and interesting to learn.

“Do you have to do all the reading?” is the parenthetical question. Some of us try to do all the reading, some actually do all the reading, some don’t do so much reading. Skimming happens. Getting totally caught up in the reading way past the time you actually have for the reading happens. Falling off the ‘reading wagon’ then getting back on most definitely happens. Much of the reading is relevant, say many of us, trying to prioritize our lives.

I started a new placement this semester in a Community Outpatient Mental Health unit, learning to run therapy groups. I came home after my second day feeling like I had every single problem that I heard about from clients that day. The reading for Direct Practice course that week? — all about transference and countertransference, learning to keep separate your issues and those of your clients.

This synchronicity happens often.

My dedication to the reading is now greater than ever. On to the next article…

Best,

Amy

The Classroom

There is great benefit, I think, in our being together in ‘real time’ in a classroom each week. So much so, that I question the possibility of truly being prepared for the profession of social work through an on-line social work program–which seems, to me, to take the ’social’ out of social work.

In any case, I very much look forward to class each week and I know I am not alone in that feeling. It’s great to see and discuss and disagree and bond each week within our various classroom groups!

I will always have particularly fond memories of my first year, first semester HBSE II class, aka. Social Theory. I remember wondering, beforehand, how a 3-hour social work graduate class would go. Would it be boring? Lecture only? Would the ideas, reading and thinking that I had done in my life up to this point be revealed as ‘greatly in need of expansion and an overhaul’? I was curious, excited and nervous on that first day.

In class, we’re usually in a circle (or something with corners or shaped somewhat like an amoeba) and it was so that first day. I remember happily noting the diversity of the class members and not being able to tell who our professor would be, until she welcomed us all and began to speak. I was hoping for a variety of life and work experience among my classmates and truly this significantly enhances all of our learning.

That class has a great reading list and our first assignment was to read a phenomenally visionary novel from the last ninteenth century notable not for its literary artistry but, clearly, for its thorough examination of social problems and their possible solutions. What a great platform for addressing everything that was on our minds coming into this Master’s level Social Work program: policy issues, social justice, human nature, politics, poverty, class, social welfare, capitalism, altruism, addiction, the nature of helping, spirituality, marginalized populations–you name it. We had a solid two-hour discussion every week that spilled over onto the on-line blackboard between classes.

Here’s just a sample:

“What do you think about Bellamy’s presentation of the world of work in the novel? Does it seem possible to you? Why or why not?”

“I don’t buy it. It just seems to ideal that everyone would work if they didn’t have to. I mean, if everyone had the food, shelter and clothing that they needed, I think some people would just stay home and lie on the couch watching TV.”

“I disagree. When I had my first son, after staying home for a period of time with him, I really wanted to get back to working. I think it’s a human need to work, to feel useful, to feel connected. “

“Yes, just to continue with that, I think we really don’t know how people would react to not needing to work out of fear of homelessness and starvation anymore. It would be a totally different world.”

 Easy to jump in on this conversation, isn’t it?

Finding Bryn Mawr

How do you choose a social work school? Location, price, reputation? Connections you’ll make? Internship options? Yes. But “What is important to my becoming a social worker?” is the question I kept asking myself.

I had interviewed and applied to another school. In retrospect, I would say that I did not feel helped during that process. Consequently, I decided to look for a school with a good reputation as well as one that was helpful from the beginning of my contact with them. I wanted to develop my social work skills (helping skills, that is) in an atmosphere that was, itself, helpful.

I wanted a school that walked its talk.

I expected that my studies would change me, significantly.

This education is truly an amazing process and attributable, I think, very much to the school’s palpable ‘attitude of social work’. Here, I experience an atmosphere of challenge and supportive competition that is rare to find in graduate school. Our Deans, administration and professors do everything to help us succeed. They have all been social workers. This shows in their availability, guidance and yes, compassion when needed.

I’m reminded of that basic principle of spirit—we treat others the way we ourselves have been treated. This can be a good way to learn, can’t it?

Best,

Amy

Beginning

Greetings and welcome to the Bryn Mawr School of Social Work and Social Research student blog!

I am currently in my second year of three and technically, a part-time student on the clinical social work track. I am finding that learning to be a social worker is a full time process, however, whether you take your studies at a full or part-time pace. So much has happened since beginning school last Fall that even now, at the halfway point, there is much to reflect on and much to tell you, through my own experience and those of my student colleagues.  Just last Wednesday there was a Happy Hour held at school after class (7:30 pm) down in the student lounge. Many who were currently in the building—students, faculty, and a Dean who had been working late in her office—were stopping by to say “Hi.” A group of us were hanging out, talking about our process of becoming social workers and remarking on how much we felt that we had progressed since last Fall.

As we sat there talking, I suddenly remembered how my friend, Marla, looked on the first day of class last year. I think we all had that ‘first year look’ at the beginning—a slightly glazed, ‘I wonder if I should really be here look’—the look of the untried beginning social work student.  

What I remember even more clearly, though, is that perhaps only a month later, she began to realize that she not only could do the work, but also do it well. She seemed to develop an almost impish glow of confidence as she participated often and enthusiastically in class! I have seen some version of this happen for everyone, including myself. It’s almost alchemical! 

Please come back soon to read more about our Student Social Work Adventures—the challenges and victories of being social work students, of becoming social workers, here at Bryn Mawr. 

Yours,

Amy